28 years

I've always had high hopes for my 28 years.

Always thought they'd be the turning point, the best year of my life, I'm not really sure why.

The thing is, that it's actually apparently happening, from a professional point of view.

The thing is I'm scared, because this almost looks to good to be true, and I'm afraid of being just plain silly and optmistic.

A friend told me today: "you should just listen to your heart".

I replied that it's really hard to listen to your heart when money is making all that noise.